寫給親愛的自己。

About Me

我的照片
18歲女孩。記述心底的聲音。

2011年9月24日星期六

23/9/11 星期五
今天放学后去祈福会。

拜拜呐,跪跪呐,起身的时候膝盖竟然红了..
我还算是挺诚心的...呵呵...保佑保佑


法师的声音很温柔...
我听得好舒服,很轻松...
有领悟到..
凡事有因果..^^




















就是我们这一班喏,少了两个,因为负责拍照啦


24/9/11 星期六


Seminar,我来了。












要去到Sri Petaling... 看得出我很努力没有? =.=
地熟人不熟...挺恐怖的
我跟宁相依为命...

那里的人,
一脸“福相” ,我所谓的福相是指富家小姐少爷那种
有些开口就是英语,有些挺76除2

我第一次进补习中心...
吓到的是,补习中心竟然有,打铃声(半个钟响一次)

好无奈,我去了多久,就做了多久的练习
老师可以说是快到...给我几秒种思考的时间都没有...
感觉上,对我来说,没什么帮助..
我做下做下打哈欠...想睡觉-.-

RM180,飞了
一共有四天~
明天还要去...
______________________________________________

接下来的,是心事
不透露 :)


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2011年9月15日星期四

奋斗,找回原来的我

yes,今天回家冲个凉后觉得超有心情,
状态极佳...^^

PMR真的真的要到了
准备进入奋斗状态,跟它拼了(其实好像迟了点 /.\)

之前的那种垃圾状态,让我赔上了我的PMR预考
我的最低记录...我post出来只为警惕自己罢了
没有串你们的意思,你们可以不要看的....>.<

BM: 83 A
BC: 87 A
BI:   76 B
MT: 80 A
SC: 77 B
GEO:88 A
SEJ:  73 B
KHB: 78 B

收拾心情,是时候认真了,再玩下去真的不行了...
毕竟.....不只家人把期望放在我这里,还有一大堆亲戚在盯着...-.-
面子问题,考到差会被射箭....这个年代就是现实的T.T

一起加油吧!
^.<

2011年9月13日星期二

奶奶再度进院了...
还进了紧急病房...心脏衰竭
很担心...我又不能做什么...只能在这里瞎担心

已经够烦了
请你别再发信息来烦我,别逼我换电话号码可以吗?
再次警告,看了这帖子也别找我! pls

2011年9月12日星期一

本來是有很多話要說的,
可是到要打的時候,手卻停在鍵盤上......

他的狀態不佳,
是我害的...你們看,我這個害人精。
好像沒人像我處理事情處理得那麼失敗
林詠莉,怎么搞的你...

凱賢講的話,讓我醒了.....
其實把眼光放遠一點,所有的問題都歸于我...
對不起...
我只不過只是一個爛透的女孩...
我已經不懂自己要什麼...

我有想過叫你,然後安慰..
可是這未免也太可笑了吧?
我把你搞成這樣,然後又轉身安慰?
你都不想見到我吧
坦白說,是我自己沒有勇氣面對你了。

現在聽着林俊杰的《我還想她》
副歌部分:
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答



突然感觸...呵呵


今天中秋節,
不求快樂了,平安就好。